I’d like to say I haven’t posted in a while because I’ve been busy, but that is just not true. I’ve been rather mopey–wandering around the house wondering what I’m supposed to be doing. We had the whirlwind of getting ready to show the house and my adrenaline was running high, and now it’s like [...]
Archive for May, 2008
Precarious
Posted in Anxiety, Arkansas, Community, God, Grace, Motivation, Moving, NY, Ponderings, Sad, Selling the house, Things I can't stop talking about, coffee on May 30, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Almost…
Posted in Arkansas, Cleaning, Frustration, House Muse, Motivation, NY, Selling the house, Things I can't stop talking about, Yikes!, homemaking on May 27, 2008 | 8 Comments »
Well, first of all, the Nibblers made an offer on another house. We were next in line if the sellers rejected their offer, but alas, offer accepted. We have now lowered our price and are hoping that will make a difference. We’ll be okay even if we don’t sell before we leave, but life would [...]
A Nibble?
Posted in Moving, Providence, Selling the house, Things I can't stop talking about, coffee on May 23, 2008 | 7 Comments »
I pulled out my french press and made some good strong iced coffee. Too strong, maybe–it’s a little grainy…
I’m just sitting here thinking: 15 days. 15 days to say good bye, sell our house, change the oil in the car, get stuff of the attic, and oh, did I say ’sell the house?’ Here’s an [...]
Open House, Schmopen House
Posted in Arkansas, Cleaning, Funny, God, House Muse, Motivation, Moving, Procrastination, Providence, Sadie, Selling the house, Things I can't stop talking about, homemaking on May 20, 2008 | 2 Comments »
So we had the Big Open House on Sunday. Here is the number of people who came to see the house: ZERO. Even with the balloons and the ad in the newspaper and the big sign at the end of our street. BUT, all is not lost. I didn’t clean the closet doors with a [...]
Lost: Motivation
Posted in Boredom, Cleaning, Complaints, Hang ups, House Muse, Motivation, Moving, Over-reaction, Procrastination, Selling the house, Things I can't stop talking about, coffee, homemaking on May 17, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Here’s what I should be doing: getting my house ready for our Big Open House tomorrow. Even after two cups of coffee and a lovely stroll around the neighborhood garage sales, I still can’t seem to gather up my motivation. SO MUCH needs to be done. Over and aboveĀ the normal stuff that already makes [...]
Lighting
Posted in Complaints, Frustration, Hang ups, My opinion, OCD, Over-reaction, Silly, Things I can't stop talking about, Yikes!, coffee on May 13, 2008 | 8 Comments »
Here’s my question: WHO puts fluorescent lights in a coffee shop?? What is up? Lamps, people! Lamps or indirect lighting. First of all, there is a glare on my laptop screen. Second of all, have we NOT heard of ambiance?
I am aware that I have lighting issues. ESPECIALLY if it has to do with fluorescent [...]
“Only” Guilt
Posted in Anxiety, Family, Frustration, Hang ups, Mental health issues, Mother-guilt, Motherhood, OCD, Sadie, Things I can't stop talking about, Uncategorized on May 10, 2008 | 10 Comments »
So I was talking to my good friend Charlie today about mommy-guilt. She was saying that it comes with every baby. Well I feel plagued with it right now. I mean, simply PLAGUED! I have to keep telling myself that I do not have to be my child’s sister. You know, the one I haven’t [...]
Moving Ramble
Posted in Amazing friends, Arkansas, Calling, Community, Contentment, God, Grace, Learning, Moving, NY, Ponderings, Sad, Sadie, Selling the house, Yikes!, coffee on May 6, 2008 | 6 Comments »
So it’s just the oddest thing. The way God changes things. I have this vivid memory of sitting in Dan’s office at Houghton in 1997, digging up anything I could find about Siloam Springs, the town we would be soon moving to. I couldn’t surf the web at home, all we could access there was [...]

